Respect ♥

2012-02-10T05:52:00.001-08:00

I should get use to this "being ignored" feeling when your friends are around.

KL.

2012-02-08T06:43:00.001-08:00

So as you all know, i went back to Malaysia for 2 weeks ish, and i had so much fun back there.

Nothing beats meeting up old friends and family :)

Upon arriving LCCT, I saw a few of familiar faces in the air port.

The first thing i did after stepping into the terminal was GETTING A NEW SIM CARD FOR MY BB to go on fb or twitter just to get in contact with Hyunbin or else the sky will fall.

The only thing i will do in KL is :

EAT & SHOP like a nerd studying bio. :)

Mum's friend dropped us to Mid Valley.

The first lunch at KL i had in M.V was Penang food, the prawn mee which i've been missing like a fat kid misses his chocolate.

We (Me and bro) ordered ice kacang, i couldn't finish mine, so he helped me with it and our bowl was empty at the end!

I shopped alone for 4 hours in M.V, was awkward because many people was staring at me...

I went to SO MANY boutiques to find the perfect ball dress for me but disappointingly they are either too ugly, too loose or too mature...

I bought lots of stuff, because i can never, ever, get enough :)

Ellie and Danny came to accompany me after they finished work ^_^

We went to Pavillion for more ball dresses...

Two of them, WAS SO FREAKING PRETTY not even joking, one RM700 one of them was RM 300? 500? Can't remember. Wanted to get the RM700 one but ze mum was like "So expensive, doesn't look good on you, too mature" BUT MAN THE ~~fake~~ DIAMONDS oh my God.

Wanted to have Snow Flake but it decided to close when i finished browsing the shops for dresses. -_-

Gay flake it should be.

Since no snow flake, Chatime we headed for ^_^

My first ever Chatime in my life *beams proudly*

But i reckon, UTOPIA is so MUCH better than Chatime.

Hehehe :)

Second day!

I woke up at 9, rolled on the bed like a slug, and showered at 10, finished getting ready at 1045 and sat down and wrote bits and pieces in his diary and went for lunch with mummy and uncle Si-mun.

酸甜 claypot chicken something... forget :(

Was pretty yummy ^_^

After lunch went to One Utama, to continue shopping and I FINALLY found my perfect ball dress.

It's simple and plain... and red :)

no it's not the dress in the picture below you silly ~~cow~~.

Bought many stuff and mummy said THATS IT NO MORE SPENDING MONEY but lol chhh we spent 100 ringgit + on breads @ Lavander. It's like, the most yummiest bread ever baked in this world.

One bite, orgasm. ~~jks~~.

I was hungry like a cow... so i went to this Restaurant named Satay satay which wasn't very satisfying because it tasted fake and spicy -_- And i said, SPICY u can die.

Okay i shall continue next time as it is 11:05pm, and i have school tomorrow.

Good night, sleep tight, don't let the bed bugs bite ;)

Us three.

2012-01-15T05:03:00.000-08:00

Can't wait to go back to Malaysia this coming Tuesday!

2012-01-14T07:07:00.000-08:00

I remember very good times; barely good times.

I remember very bad times forever; let alone remember bad times.

i'm sorry if i can't remember, i didn't mean to not remember.

Best gifts ever.

2011-12-31T03:01:00.000-08:00

I wanted to post this for quiet sometime but i didn't get to...

Anyways, lol.

Yuan yuan is the best :D

I met her this afternoon before she headed to Mandurah for the fireworks tonight!

mmm after meeting Yuan for 20 mins, i went to the city with the boy and he got me that... how-to-write-and-read-Korean hmwk book(The one with Kim Hyun Joong as cover) -_- Hmwk starts from tomorrow. Hope i'll learn a lot from it lol.

Half of my gifts from him this year. Love love :)

He's too sneaky... :P

To trade a thing with my 2nd sis... i gave her that she gave me these.....................

想当年，我们一年级学生是有手帕比赛。。。

OH! The next gift you're gonna see is my favourite one given by Sarah Kee and Jason Tan :D

TA-DAAAAAAAAAAAAA!

My first Ken for 17 years, wuahahahahaha :D

Revlon lipsticks and gloss from Laras and Emily Wan.

"Noona, don't spray perfume"

Hehehehehe :)

ARGH SO CUTE! my Kikwang.

LISTED, MINE BITCH.

Ok too many gifs, one last one hehe.

Last but not least!

Happy New Year everyone!

Next year's gonna be a ~~hell~~ for me.

Hopefully i pass all my TEE subjects lol.

Oh yeah, and get lots of monayyy from all Red Packets during CNY when i'm back

:D hopefully from each packet i get i will become wiser. *Ommmmmmmm*

And also i'll become happier.

And everyone of you will be happy etc :D

And also bitches gonna love me more.

And also...

I better stop listing out or it'll keep going on and on.

Good night everyone ^_^

2011-12-25T01:39:00.001-08:00

"You better wait ok! We can bear then i can give you more happiness"

"Hehehehehheeh okay!! <3"'

"Hurry up. I want to hear something !"

"I love you!!"

MERRY XMAS

2011-12-23T03:43:00.001-08:00

i am having a good start of Christmas hehe :)

2011-12-16T06:27:00.001-08:00

因为你根本就无法了解我现在的感受。

2nd post 17th.

2011-12-13T00:00:00.000-08:00

Im too lazy to type...

I got kissed by baby Chloe! SO CUTE :D

I pursed my lips in front of her and she leaned over and kissed me!

Didn't know that she will kiss me hahahaha omg so cute!

Hyunbin wanted a kiss from her but got rejected ngek ngek ngek :P

Venue: The Pancake house @ St.Jame's street.

Because we speed walked to the restaurant, i was boiling hot and thanks to Emily for her fan hehehe

Decided to read cards while waiting for foods to come.

Lemon, lime and bitters, yum yum :D

Mua ice cream :D

After paying for food hehe :)

We went to timezone to take pictures and then went to Utopia for Karaoke.

Then home time ^_^

Seventeen.

2011-12-12T03:07:00.000-08:00

Oooh On Friday was my last day of Work Place Learning, the teachers were so lovely!

They surprised me hahaha with Birthday and Christmas present.

Masha drew a card for me :)

感恩。

Hello :D for today is Monday and yesterday was Sunday.

ᄏᄏᄏᄏᄏᄏᄏ

On Friday night, mum's friend called and asked us out for lunch on Sunday Afternoon @Burswood Casino.

I didn't want to go because i wanted to have more time to get ready for yesterday night...

But it's ok since i'm such a good girl i managed to get up at 10:30am and rushed for an hour to get ready and some gay poo poo complained that i took forever to get ready because i didn't reply his text :P

Um, we arrived around 12:37 ish i think.. i dunno but yeh :D

Okay let the pictures talk, im so lazy to blog D:

Hai mai hou sok leh? >:)

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Hopefully Hzien Hung is reading this :D :P

Roasted Chicken, yuuuuuum!

Freaking picture uploader -_- cbf uploading again.

And after the food, while i was talking *cough doing something dirty* with my second sis, the cake suddenly came and everyone started to sing "Happy Birthday" to me.

Mummy and her friend planned to surprise me.

Ahem the candle's light reflected on my face... :P

Sweets to go with Coffee etc.

Lol i wore this moustache all the way to the car park, everyone was staring at me because im cool lyke dat~

Kkkkk next post is about last night :) Need to wait for the pictures to come!

Excursion @ Zoo.

2011-12-08T05:44:00.001-08:00

Although in the classroom, the children are already like monkeys...

But here's a diff story :)

Today we all went to the Zoo for a year end excursion!

It's a very good experience... in how to maintain a child's excitement.

(Cannot believe that i was once hoo-haa-ing all the way when i see animals...)

ANYWAYS let the pictures talk :)

Front entrance (Notice the boys are embracing and flinging each other)

We walked, talked etc.

Hehehe Orang utan mummy and baby.

Baby sucking mummy's milk!

How cute.

... I D K what is this but yeh it's a Monkey :D

These are the Py.... something lol me and Cheryl took 50 secs to pronounce it.

After morning tea, bush party...

The kids were instructed to dress up as different kind of Australian animals...

HOW CUTE HAHAHAHAHAAH

Sun Bear!

Trisha! or shia... i dunno hehe.

The Malay one sounds funny...

Harap jangan memberi makana apapun kepada burung-burung.

BEHOLD FOR THE MOST PRETTIEST ANIMAL FOR ALL.

ME :) *bow*

Ok kidding.

Crocodile in the concrete pool.

There is a spider... giant one if you look closely.

Time to head back to school :D

Cooper and Tilly raping the Kangaroo and Joey...

Jeremiah and Lockie.

Lockie me fav :D

Me: Lockie! I'm gonna eat you for dinner tonight!

Lockie: No you're not! I'm too big for ya!

Me: No! Just right! om nom nom yummy!

Lockie: No! Eat Jeremiah! He's big! He's yummy! mm!!

Me: No i like Small boys like you! Yuuuuum.

Lockie: Hmppph!

Ok bye im so lazy to blog D:

Tomorrow is my last day of work exp :D

YAY!

BIRTHDAY COMING UP!

BIG YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY

All of my "Best Friends"

2011-12-05T06:07:00.001-08:00

You know what hurts?

It is when your very own gang of best friends, stabs your right in your back and heart, deeply, and left you alone, bleeding to death.

I have nothing to say. :)

I thought you are all my true friends.

Turns out to be bull shit :)

2011-12-03T23:22:00.001-08:00

"D: i don't feel like doing the dinner any more, only 5 people are attending!"

" Let's go on a date then!"

I.Am.Sick

2011-12-02T00:44:00.001-08:00

of people telling me how small my boobs are, seriously just shut the fuck up. What if i keep telling you, YOU GOT SMALL BOOBS HAHA SO SMALL.

I am happy to have small boobies *touch them* because i am happy to be who i am now thank you very much. I don't need you to tell me what size boobs i have because i clearly know what i have on my body.

You wouldn't like it if i call you fat, girls.

So shut the eff up, mofos.

For boys, shut up, your dick ain't that big :D, they are just big when boner comes along.

2011-12-01T04:34:00.001-08:00

She's the kind of girl who is always smiling and loves to laugh.

If you are falling down, she will be right there to pick you up.

She is always the one who says sorry first, even if it's not her fault.

Even if she is feeling like the scum of the Earth, she will never let you know.

This is the girl who is afraid to love, because she already lost so much...

Don't blame her for caring and being overly protective of you, instead, shut up and appreciate it.

- Anon.

How am I these days?

2011-11-28T00:16:00.001-08:00

If you have ever thought why were all my facebook statuses so angry, Period :) jks, some asshole decided to become asses. Anyways!

SO I HAVE BEEN SEEING HYUNBIN EVERYDAY LAST WEEK and today is Monday, and i'm not seeing him, i'm dying... He's got work D: D: D:

Oh well i have workplace learning to fill my days up... Though it's school holidays.. but i still have to wear school uniform for workplace learning -_- Gay poo poo.

I love what i am doing for the two whole weeks ehehe :) Though i had to get up hell early -_- Gay poo poo. The kids are so freaking adorable and being so co-operative. The teachers there are nice too! They made me coffee :P I made two coffees back for the teachers. I made play dough for the kids ;) home made play dough for Christmas mood :D. They drew me pictures, which reminded me of how i used to draw when i was 4 - 6. (I drew daddy wearing a skirt because he needs to be a girl sometimes, hehe and he used it as his bookmark :D) The kids asked me when am i leaving, i said two weeks later, the showed me their sad face. Priceless. I read them stories :)

OK I GTG NOW BYEBYE

Back on Track.

2011-11-20T21:38:00.001-08:00

Hello dear Aliens who always read what i post on my blog because my blog is awesome~

So, i had exams.

Everyone had exams.

ok bye, i don't know what to blog anymore.

DECEMBER! HEHEHE

2011-11-06T06:41:00.000-08:00

我是一位女生。

我最爱吃的是醋。

我不喜欢的东西有很多。

我在意的东西，更多。

Tony Roma's

2011-11-06T04:11:00.000-08:00

Mua sister got a voucher from Tony Roma's and decided to date me out.

Ok actually was just me and her but she decided to drag her bf along -_-

I got up at 930 am.

Finish getting ready at 11 am.

Got into the car at 12 45 pm.

Arrived at the restaurant at 130 ish i think?

It was my second visit to this Restaurant, and the food never fails to be better.

It's so good.

omonmonmonmonnon.

After having lunch, of course i'm not gonna bum around with my sis -_-

I went to North Bridge to meet Hyunbin.

We went to take time zone pictures and he wanted to sing Karaoke.

He's so cute hahahahahaha.

红毛变成金毛

Me: You haven't been reading novel lately right?

Him: *held my arm and rest his head on my shoulder hiding his face from me + dut zui.

他知错的样子，很讨我喜欢哈哈哈哈

Freckin' cute like a fish hahahaha.

Then we went back home :)

Exam is in one more week D:
Chuah Li Mei! Hwaitingggggg (to bum around in house, jks momma's gonna shove her cane on my bum cheeks aye...)

Leeming Chinese School year end dinner.

2011-11-04T22:07:00.000-07:00

I have been waiting for this day for 1 week because i am excited

I got home quickly shower and got ready.

Belum comb my hair, ngek ngek.

Then after that i went to meet hyunbin first, because he's going to North Bridge too and i was nagging about how much i wanted to go with him because of some reason hehe.

(I suffered while walking to his place in high heels, i walked like a person 脚抽筋)

The one moment when he opened the door suddenly, my heart raced so fast..

他吓到我。。。心脏爆发。。。

Anyways then we went to North Bridge together *satisfied face* and we did something silly together and yes :)

He's so adorable, not even joking lol.

OK back to my main topic, he walked me to the restaurant named 新天地xintiandi before meeting Jay and yes :)

Because Yuan broke her leg from God knows how -_- I had to go alone... but it's ok, i know most of the staffs there but it was a little bit awkward.

The theme was Black and White, but no one wore black or white lol. *raise hand*

I wore black and purple lol.

I like their programme card thingy... I like their napkins too, zebra print and frames.

Then! The principal went to every table to pour Chinese tea for us lol

One male teacher tried to take it off her *Respect* but she insisted to pour...

Anyways then i took a picture with her because she loves me :)

I'm kidding. =_=

Then the food comes, and we makan.

We thought the first sea food soup served was abalone.

My ex-teacher said :"不，这不是鲍鱼，但是比鲍鱼还要鲍鱼"

See the woman behind me and principal? She's good in singing.

I left early to join Hyunbin. The dinner was mainly eat sing and games lol.

I told the principal i had to go early, and she's like, 那么早？好吧，那你给我再唱两首歌！

How can i say no right lol.

The songs there, are so dad's. -_-

But i sand along, because i'm awesome *whips hair*

Someone gave the principal a rose, and she gave it to me while i was singing, :s didn't know what to say except thank you!

Riley, mua dance student.

Do you like ma face?

Thank you.

2011-11-02T00:37:00.000-07:00

Dear Eurica Wong, Tan Yee Boon, Eva Liew, Ooi Carmenn and all 2p6 class students.

I want to thank you all, for making me stronger since our last big stupid fight.

Dear you two skunk.

Thank you for making me even stronger after the last fight i had with Eurica and gang :)

I love who i am now. Lol.

Being mean to people who are lame, brainless and thought they know everything isn't that bad after all :)

< 3

2011-10-28T09:13:00.000-07:00

2 weeks before, Hyunbin planned to go to this Korean Festival with me and his friends located at Kent St. SHS, Vic park = which is today.

And today (28/10/11) is a special day for us ^_^

I asked my sister the night before if she wanted to go, of course she said yes but i didn't know that she is meeting her friends at 10 AM =_=.

Niways, since she's coming therefore Hyunbin took the train to Murdoch and shared a ride with us!

We went our own way after we arrived at KSSHS.

We went to the other oval on the other side to meet his friends and one of them named Jay said Hyunbin is his when he saw us, he is the lamest person on earth, not even kidding.

Penny, Laura and 2 other girls were practising for their dance performance.

PENNY'S HAIR is so long, it's not even funny.

Everyone there, was speaking Hangul (obviously) and i sat there catching bites and pieces and kept whispering to Hyunbin saying

"What?"
"What are you talking about?"

"What did he/she say?"

We had lunch after.

Our lunch was dumplings.

Er what else...
Oh yeah i forget, i had these. Something like Ice Kacang but not Ice Kacang, Korean dessert, so freaking yummy.

We bummed around on the oval and watched people playing games and performing.

We sat under shadeless spots and my back was on fire, and I needed shelter so much... So i told Hyunbin

"It's really hot, my back in burning lol"

AND he's being very kind ^_^ he asked me to sit in front of him so he can be my shelter!

Anyways, then yah after the performances we went to city for tea?

We went to Dae Jang Geum but it was closed. They sat down and chatted in front of the restaurant for like 10 mins? And that was how long i kept complaining i'm hungry AND I HAD TO BE HOME BY SIX freaking sis made this rule or i can't go out anymore -.-

Then they finally made a solution to go to Ace, which is also closed at that time. -.-

I was so hungry = I became grumpy = I started to feel dizzy.

Jay was so hungry= He started mumbling things to Hyunbin= He became tired= & lamer.

After 5 mins, 3 of us left the group to go for Chinese food.

I was jumping with joy inside.

Then i was very happy while waiting for the food to be served because i got gifted by Hyunbin.

*big applause*

and also i gave him something too.

*super big applause*

Then we went home.

THE END :)

2011-10-27T04:05:00.000-07:00

Are you looking for a bitch-about-that-mofo post?

Sorry,

Gtfo :)

Saturday Morning Cuteness.

2011-10-21T22:48:00.000-07:00

So after my HSK class, i went for my Dance Class as usual. The kids made my day. I found out their childhood and my childhood is completely different. Innocence doesn't exist anymore.

Me:" So how did you feel when you were on stage?"

" I feel embarrassed!"

"I just wanna run away!"

"It was fine..."

and so on.

On the hair topic

Audrey:" My hair length is long... it reaches my private part"

Me:" WHAT?! What private part?! O.O"

Audrey:" Nothing :D"

Abra:" She said something!"

Me:" Abra tell me what she said?"

Abra:" She said her hair length is long and it reaches her boobs!"

Me:" Huh... you know what boobs are in year 1? I didn't even know what are they called when i was at your age..."

Talking about the dance
Me:"So next next next week i will tell you details about the dance"
Abra:" Hahahaha miss! It's 3 weeks after not next next next week!"
Me:" LOL shush!!"

When we were in a convo
Maxine:" And so this girl in my class she's a bossy girl she's always like MYOB and she spat on my face ..."
Amy:" Hahaha"
Me:" Amy, what's so funny?"
Amy:" Maxine is talking too fast... i can't hear and i don't understand it...hehe"
Me:" AHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA"

They decided to play duck duck goose... so while they were playing, i went into Yuan's drama class.. they were drawing.. So there is this kid aged 4 named Marcus, he's a cutie! He kept talking to me.. Anyways then

Yuan:" Do you think she's(Me) pretty?"

Marcus:" Yes:)"

Yuan:" Do you want to hoqaihfoaihf ha?"

Me:" OI HAHAHHAHAHAHA, Marcus, do you want to be my boy friend?"

Marcus:" You can't be my boy friend you silly! You're not a boy!"

Me:" ... No i mean you be my boy friend, do you want to?"

Marcus:" Yes! *blushes*" HAHAHA OMG SO CUTE

Me:" LOL you're so cute!"

Marcus:" I'm not cute... I'm cool!"

Right so i went out because the Principal was searching for me...

The end :)

2011-10-19T07:17:00.001-07:00

I'll endure. I'll see what else, and what kind else of funny stories you'll make up behind me :) But don't forget that you're talking about the girl named LiMei... :) Just incase you forget!

Another crap.

2011-10-14T09:52:00.000-07:00

I cannot stand Rude, Immature and people who has got Lack of Manners and Respect for other people, ESPECIALLY how rude they are to people who are older.

Ahem, speech starts now.

Selamat Malam kepada semua orang yang menge-抽-kan masa sekalian untuk menghadirkan ucapan saya yang penting hari ini.

Yes ok i stop being Lame.

-.-

You,

Please grow some manners and maturation (Sounds like Masturbation ._.) in you, and also gain some Respect for yourself and other people :)

Ever wonder why I dislike hanging out with you? Huh? 3 reasons, yet again repeating :

Your manners, Horrible Terrible VEGETABLE.
You're 16 turning 17 yo, not 4 turning 5 :)
I am clearly, older than you :) So can you please Respect me? BECAUSE I BLOODY RESPECT YOU even if you're younger but still... See what i did there?

No... Make it four... Hehe..

4. If I did what you did to him, you will actually be like wtf... i am not even kidding...

I don't touch other people's Boy Friend, because i RESPECT the male and female, and... it is so wrong to touch other people's boy friend... Imagine if i did it... 一巴掌的tattoo印在我脸上 -.- Use brain abit can? Thank you ah.

SEKIAN TERIMA KASIH.

2011-10-13T04:25:00.001-07:00

Since empty, hence stuff teddy in it.

Great mind thinks a like ;)

Another post of my life.

2011-10-12T07:20:00.000-07:00

Today is 12.10.11 aka my sister's birthday :)

So, as stated at my last post, i am going out today and tomorrow yes? This brilliant plan worked so well, thanks to the smart head.

Ok, so today i went out with Zen, that cute face (Hyunbin) drank like 500 bottles of vinegar, but after that it was alright and i will tell you why later since you're wondering, of course not in detail, privacy! It has been a year since we met, we as in me and Zen, HE GREW TALLER I SWEAR HE DID and he said:" I don't think you grew at all" -_- Yah. ok -_-

We met at the Library ( I met up with Hyunbin first and the smell of vinegar, fuuhh filled the whole city), then we went to Tea Cafe for lunch (Hyunbin didn't wanna join us instead he went somewhere else with his fellow friends again), i didn't get to finish my food because my tummy cannot take them all, so yah and he paid for Lunch :) How nice of him.Then we went to get bbt, and we went to Forever New to get my sister a present. Otw we brain stormed what to give her and i said oooh earrings and he's like yehh not baddd and so we went and get them and i got my sister this BIG SHINY RUBY COLOURED but fake EARRINGS and they are $xxx :) Zen needed to get something, and he got me an early birthday present! Which was cheap and worth it and so freaking nice. A sterling silver unicorn necklace :) I punched his tummy because i was so happy and i said thank you :) And he said it was a nice thank you and i hope he will remember it forever :) Nah kidding, no but seriously...And then we went back to the Library because i have to study. Half way thru, Zen was like... Oh i am thirsty and so we walked to city Gelare's and had coffee there :) Hyunbin decided to join us. Zen left after he walked us back to the Library.

In the Library, drama happened and i don't wanna tell you guys because i am Awesome :)

He went off after like... 5 mins because he is having a party with his friends, which i am not invited *roll eyes* Nah jokes, i don't even know the b'day girl, except for her name. And then he came back 26 mins after (Yes i counted because of the drama movie we were playing in) he left again. I thought he will not come back, devo... but i heard heavy running footsteps behind me and then suddenly someone sat beside me and pant like a baby gasping for fresh air after being born. Then drama happened, and drama ended very well.

Then sister texted me and said they are going to NB then, and i packed up and walked around for like 5 mins? Then headed to the Restaurant... I am so full right now.

And he crosses his Fucking heart :P

2nd Monday.

2011-10-11T00:47:00.000-07:00

So yesterday when i was lying on bed, i was craving for Sanchurros.

I went online after helping mummy shift this move that, and Agnes (ze best shopping buddy ever) chatbox me and ask me "Wassup!" which means (Do u want to hang out?!) So i told her i am craving for Churros, and so she said ok let us go eat Churros and then to the Library to study, sounds good yeh?! Yeh :)

Coincidentally, Hyunbin is going to the city too (We wanted to go to the city with each other, but since our friends asked us out, then yah)

But have no fear, AS I STILL GET TO SEE HIM IN THE CITY *小丸子笑*

He joined me and Agnes when we FINISHED EATING in Churros...

After that we went and get bbt :)

And then we headed to the library.

He left 10 mins after we settled down in the lib to go Karaoke with his fellow friends.

[SO basically my eldest sister thought i went to the city to play instead of study and i told her in my first text message of argument and she wouldn't believe me because i got robbed there, and she sent me this long ass text message just because she helped moved my table to the other corner of the room, and i don't see what is wrong with it, if it is me i wouldn't tell her OH IT IS UR TABLE U SHOULD MOVE IT UR SELF HDUKAGHDAHDKH etc:), for every of her messages, i read the 1st 2 lines and i replied, didn't wanna read the whole thing, all those words that hurts i might as well turn a blind eye on them.]

Ok back to my story about my life yesterday, Agnes's mum joined us after she finished working, and Hyunbin joined us too after he finished Karaoke.

Then we all had dinner together.

And we went home :)

I was SO JEALOUS when me and Agnes were talking about something.

My self-esteem IS STILL low.

So, i decided to tell him because i wanted to tell someone -_- Like, cannot even keep it man.

Me and Agnes honestly thinks that xx is beautiful, not pretty.

Oh..lol

Yah.

Baby -.-

What!

You are more beautiful.

I will disagree... But then you will be like -.- so i better agree.

Lol tell you what. Girls are same U think some other girl is beautiful she thinks you're beautiful.

No honestly!! xx is really beautiful... I am not want u to say that i am beautiful when i tell you this... Because it is true...

So i have to agree?

Ok and if you agree then you make me feel ugly :) I know i know, you're like, what am i suppose to say?

2011-10-05T03:01:00.001-07:00

HE IS WAVING TO MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHA

i wave back

Happy !

2011-10-03T04:01:00.001-07:00

I BOUGHT 4 PACKETS OF BARBIE BAND-AIDs :)

HSK 2011.

2011-10-01T07:18:00.000-07:00

Don't mind my clothing. I cbb dressing up LOL.

don't wanna get those replies anymore.

2011-09-27T05:29:00.000-07:00

You can talk about it behind my back and laugh at me.

You can take that as an entertainment.

But i am telling yous now, that what I've said was true.

I think i have been telling you what is in my mind since the day you first called me after awhile.

No, YOU STOP MAKING STORIES ABOUT ME and ADDING WORDS IN MY MOUTH, not me.

I did not say you cheated on me to ANYONE because i don't think you cheated on me.

If my pet fish died because of loneliness, can i blame the cat for scaring it?

I think i have been telling you this since that night too:)

So if you say i said it, get it right.

I do and did not spread rumours about you two. K?

I did not say she's the one causing us to break up, k?
I did not say she's the one causing us to break up, k?
I did not say she's the one causing us to break up, k?
I did not say she's the one causing us to break up, k?
Might as well c+p for you to read it a few times, later you amnesia.

I know my faults. You don't need to remind me.

Haih, dai lou.

I go karaoke with him that time, WE BROKE UP EDY. So what for i tell you? -_-

Mm tong ngo oh si also need to inform you is it?

How many biji of si(s) also need to count for you is it?

Deng.

Oh and sorry, i did not start our (me and Hyunbin) relationship WHEN we were together. :)

Just please don't always think that you know everything and expects it to be right.

THERE IS A DEAD END IN EVERY ROAD, no matter how long it is. K?

To the girl,

Yes, i have ended it.

But it's just when me and him argue, i bring back memories, k?

Oh yeah btw, you need to step down from your stage as no one is actually impressed with your performance.

If someone else hurt you like the way you hurt her, you wouldn't be happy :)

There is a hurtful story behind every position i stand today.

You asshole, can call me a cheapskate, but i clearly know what i'm doing, and my own life's story, and i wouldn't be like that cucumber making up story about my life :)

I tried talking to you nicely, friendly and patiently, but the way you reply is just

then you blame me for the way i reply you.

Isn't it hilarious?

2:1

You, stop sucking your tongue.

You readers, and you and her, can say ANYTHING after reading this blog post.

After all it's not my mouth/ voice, it's yours. I can't do anything about it can i?

2011-09-21T06:47:00.000-07:00

Disappointed in what i see.

Mid-Autumn

2011-09-18T07:45:00.000-07:00

Soooooooooooooo today is Leeming Chinese School's Mid-Autumn Festival Concert. All staffs have to be there by 10:10am, i was... dunno how many minutes late...

Once I reached my destination, i speed walked into the dressing room with my high heels (they kept slipping off, how annoying) to make sure that all my dance girls are in there. Amazingly they were seated on chairs, waiting to get their pretty face "painted" with make-up. I helped 2 Seniors, 1 Junior. The director was looking for me right after i finished my last "painting" session. He asked me for James, as we were the MCs for that morning. I panic-ed as he was still not there. The director, vice director and manager told me to do his talk if he is not here, and i was like -_- Kidding me? But thank god he turned up 3 mins before it was our turn to go up on stage. [My heart skipped a beat when i saw him, no not because i like him you poo head, because i was happy HAHAHAHAHHAHA don't have to speak Chinese and English to the audience :P Ngek ngek ngekkkk] We stuffed up like... 4 lines on stage? But we kept going on.

Kkk next on to my girls's performance. THEY DID REALLY REALLY VERY x4EU47U1Q7RQ7R well! Like, i've never seen them doing this well in class! They were well co-ordinate, perfect timing and when they were searching for me on stage, their eyes were like * where is she?* HAHA SO CUTE!!!

After that :) I had fun. Very much fun!

I used $50 in two days, wahhh sum tia D:

I have dance mock exam tomorrow.

Art test on Tuesday.

Human Bio test on Friday

Good night :)

11/09/11

2011-09-15T05:05:00.000-07:00

So basically everyone knows that i (& Hyun bin) got robbed by 5 Aboriginals. Today, when i think of it, my heart will beat really fast. Scared and Angry. Like everyone else said, i should have yelled out for help, but man, if you were in that situation, you will be like... wtf is going on, THEN ONLY YOU REALIZED YOU'RE GETTING ROBBED.

When that man attacked him,
.

They took our bag, we speed walked to the police station. (He was so pissed off, and scary D: didn't like it at that time, i need and have to calm down to calm him down :S) The government found only my bag day after and called the school, and his bag is long gone. Everything of mine is still in the bag, but they took my phone, iPod, and smart rider. I was like

K mainly it was my fault :) K we argued over this... but anyways yeh.

Like what Jackie said "It is a life time experience"

2011-09-10T06:33:00.000-07:00

You can just go die in a hole. If you say that to her, say it to your self. I did not make up stories or lie about our past, i told my friends everything about us, did not add tomato sauce or mustard in it. SO IF YOU said that i want supporters by my side, shove a cake up your face for saying that, because i DON'T need supporters by my side as i CLEARLY know what happened.

You know what mate? What you're doing now is dragging your own face/reputation down.

Do you know why i stopped loving you? Because you made me so. DON'T FUCKING BLAME THE FUCK ON ME, think back what and how and why and shit. I put so much effort in us, and you dragged them away and let them fade away in thin air day by day. I'm tired. Tired of us, tired of all these shit. K i don't mean that uh i'm all right you're all wrong, i've got my faults too, and i clearly know it. Um, do you?

"I will always be there for you" To his future gf, he fucking lies for this, so don't rely on him so much, you'll either cry on bed or get angry, because when you need him, he's SELDOM there.

When people say shit about you, you defended your self with a really blunt almost broken blade. Stop thinking that you're right, shut your hole and listen to other people's opinion, and accept your faults, Mr. President for the i-am-right-you-are-wrong-stfu club.. How many times have i been telling you this -_-

Anyways, it's your shit now, not mine, so yeeeeehhh bro :)

Have a good life, stop stepping on shits.

Spring Fling

2011-09-09T07:16:00.000-07:00

Warning: You'll see me in every picture because i either photo bomb or took it with them, and also you'll be seeing the same people all over again because I LIKE, CANNOT IS IT ?! :) joking la, because we are awesome *whips hair back and forth*

Event: Spring Fling.

Venue: Fremantle Yatch Club.

Time: 7:30-10:30 pm

Spring Fling is like a dress up event organized by my school. I dressed up as a Sailor (fail liao, no cap -.-)

I went without my sailor cap because Eko lost it -_- I went all the way to Murdoch TS to get Eva's cap from Eko.Waited for him for ALMOST an hour with Hyunbin hehehe and i got nooooothing -.- Oh well, least i get to fool around with him.

Anyways yeah im too lazy to type.

Kelsea's lip mark, i gave her one too ;)

Poison Ivy >:)

2011-09-07T06:09:00.000-07:00

Like, every time i try my best to treat people by how i want to be treated = i treat them like Gold they treat me like... Plastic. Is it that hard to actually Respect some other people? Or treat someone like how you want to be treated?

Maybe it is me hoping and expecting too much from people, again.

Every time i talk about you in front of my friends and i'll just praise you automatically. It's like a daily routine to me -_- Yet i get back nothing. Again maybe i am expecting too much.

Life is just so unfair.

you use to swing me to bed like this

2011-09-04T07:12:00.001-07:00

2011-09-03T20:14:00.000-07:00

I lost Respect and Faith in you.
I became more heartless to other people :)
I love being mean to people now.
I became selfish.

Vibe

2011-09-03T07:53:00.000-07:00

1 week of stress -__-

Currently having fever.+ sore throat. My voice changed.

It became deeper... sound like a woman who smokes.

So after school on Monday, due to excitement (because Sarah wanted to come over which made me very happy, don't ask me why), i speed walked home, went on fb and blabla all the way then showered etc got ready then Sarah came over and we went to school together OTW went to IGA to get my fav energy drink. :)

第一天晚上很少人。第二天晚上130个人。第三天多过第二天晚上。老师很开心。

第一天晚上,上台前，我不紧张。上台后，跳到一半时，我的脚发抖 -.- 差一点跳错。。。

第二天 Sarah 的男朋友来看我们表演。

第三天 i almost cried because i stuffed up and i stood there like a noob face but i was smiling... so i think my smile covered up my faults... Agnes said i did not stuff up, but i think i did because i am the one dancing

-_-

Hopefully no one noticed! Oh yeah Hyunbin came with Daniel and Michael on that night... 好stuff 不 stuff, i stuffed it up that night. Hmph! I was so freaking upset... Everyone was talking happily back in the dressing room but i sat there quietly like an ant.

Finally 9 o clock came and the dressing room door opened, but i walked out very slowly and moodlessly because i stuffed up -_-

First time ever in my life D:

But when i stepped out from the department door, i saw a black figure rushing towards me and hugged me with this suppppppppperrrrr cute smile! So from D: to :D.

We hung out till almost 11, we went home.

K pictures.

Monday

Tuesday

Wednesday

Fuuuh luckily i changed my mind for this part. Lol

be your teenage dream tonight.

Today i had HSK exam (Chinese). So easy -.- I was worried it was going to be hard lol. I hope i don't fail hahahaha.

I finally scolded that cibai in the kitchen :)

He freaking try to mess with me when my head is dizzy and when i am having this shitty fever. -_-

Customers all looked at him >:) I feel so... You know.. that feeling of accomplished :)

Sweet 16.

2011-08-28T06:18:00.000-07:00

SO THIS DAY(Saturday) FINALLY CAME.

I have been so excited... Maybe it is because i have been designing and brain storming etc for her present. Hehe, i made that present with Agnes's help.

I had dance rehearsal in the morning at 9 but i was late for 6 mins because i slept at 2 in the morning on Friday night for Sarah's present. I was so sleepy =.= But i think it is worth my time lol.

I went home, got ready and wait for my sis to come back from Garbo with my subway, then got lifted to Agnes's house.

Her mum was like:" Wahh so pretty ah, cannot even recognize you"

Haiyo aunty it's Chuah Li Mei ma, ok i stop ss HAHAHAHAHAHA.

AND OMG Agnes's camera smooth-ens your face automatically.

So damn yeng. Not in all pictures though, only some!

Sedang curling my hair >:)

So damn pissed off because my hair won't curl.. I used hair cream, curled it, then tie it into a bun, curl skit saja -.-

AS YOU CAN SEE MY HAIR is only wavy... But oh well lol.

At 6 something her bro fetch us to Nishi, the jap restaurant.

I ordered Salmon Teriyaki Bento Set mm yummy :)

My present for Sarah, involved everyone who came to her dinner, so i was really tensed while asking people to come over to my seat one by one, two by two or three by three to sign the big card and write notes for her.

Surprisingly she didn't know.

Ok maybe she knows but she acted she didn't because she didn't want to spoil her own present or something.

Iunno.

Everyone was so annoyed i think lol, oh well, it's for Sarah :).

It's us against the world :P

WHERE DID EMILY GO?! Lol.

Kelsea was smiling at me with her eyes full of messages, and i can't help laughing lol.

After dinner we went to Utopia for bbt, and we went to the "field" opposite to sit down and chat and play and yes.

Everyone.

Emily, Ebony, Eddy, Agnes, Me and Hyunbin.

Yep, that's Eddy's finger. Hahahaha.

See the picture below ? Our faces are so damn smooth! Agnes's camera's job.

After that we went to Maccas.

Me, Agnes and Hyunbin walked.

(Me and Him 斗快跑, of course he's faster than me -.-)

otw saw Sarah Jason etc in the car waving at us.

Gik die =_______=

Lalu, kita balik kampung.

Ini lah gambar saya di dalam kereta Agnes.

Notice muka saya super smooth.

Tidak edit punya.

Cantik nya :)

Ok i stop HAHAHAHAHA.

Agnes and Jensen.

Thank you for driving me home all the time!

Oh yeah in case you're wondering what present i gave Sarah.

This is it :) I was so damn nervous and scared before i went into the Rest because her present wasn't complete.

A bit messy because i used 1 night to finish everything.

I left out Kelsea's picture and i panicked like a horse kena shot in its' bum, so i quickly called Jason to ask if he has a Printer at home, answer was no. So he gave me Richard's number, and THANK GOD the answer was yes.. Or else lol....

I had good fun that night :)

Next post - School Dance Performance :)

From day to eve.

2011-08-27T08:52:00.000-07:00

cbf uploading it once more so just leave that gay linez on the bottom of the picture.

Remember the mannequin i painted and posted?

Yah the blue sky and green trees.

I changed the colour :P I want it to be sun set.

Mr.Cunningham was asking me to paint the sun in and i'm like no it will ruin the whole thing!!

But then i did, the head/neck of mannequin!

Will blog more, about Sarah's dinner party !! :)

Why him? I'll tell you why him

2011-08-25T08:17:00.000-07:00

He makes me happy, all the time. Even if i’m not, he tries his best to make me happy. He cares about me, more than anything else in this world. He’s willing to change. He makes me feel like i belong to him. He makes me feel wanted. He makes me feel protected. Age doesn't matter, as long as he is mature enough in his brain and heart. Sometimes, he’s like a 3 year old child, sometimes, a 45 year old mother, sometimes, a 100 year old professor, sometimes…idk, a different person! He doesn't repeat the faults he made. He gives me small surprises sometimes! He tries to make everything happen. He’s him.

2011-08-24T05:51:00.001-07:00

I’m a liar because I won’t tell you everything. I’m stupid because sometimes I’m wrong. I’m ugly because sometimes my face isn’t perfect. I’m a pushover because I like making people happy. I’m a loser because I’m not friends with your group. I’m fake because I’m too nice. I’m weird because I’m not like you. I’m fat because I eat when I’m hungry. I’m clingy because I don’t like to be alone.Im sorry for being myself. Actually, I'm not sorry at all.

2011-08-22T02:18:00.000-07:00

I don't need you to remind me my faults, thank you.

Friday Night.

2011-08-20T09:39:00.000-07:00

This is Agnes. One of my best friend :)

She planned a surprise dinner for me last night, and oh i was so happy. (although i already knew the surprise on Monday night, she suck at planning with Eko :P)

I went to Murdoch station with Sylvia at 4 45 ish(she came to my house unexpectedly...).

S'pose to meet Agnes at 5 but since i was early, i took the train to the ct first.

I was walking and shuffling around in the city with my white high heels(wanted to wear another one which belongs to my sis but she didn't want to borrow them to me because she's a woman) and i had so much painful fun with it. (k i didn't shuffle, i did after, just keep reading).

SINCE i cannot stand the pain because i'm a lady, i went straight to Target to get a pair of 10 bucks white shoes (MY FAV, Juen call them school shoes, =.=) and changed it immediately.

After like 13 mins i think? Agnes FINALLY arrived, she wore like 100 inch tall high heels and i look so tiny and she complained about it so i went to this Shoe Shop (next to morning glory) which i cannot remember the name, i think it's Jo&Max or something...niways i saw this pair of black high heels and i fell in love with it. Yes, love at first sight, you jealous >:) and from the white high heels>white shoes>black high heels.

Then we went to City Beach because Agnes wanted to get a cardigan, SHE GOT THE MOST FLUFFIEST, WHITEST AND CUTEST ONE!

Agnes in the change room.

The song "Party Rock Anthem" was played so i'm like EVERYDAY IM SHUFFLING and i starting shuffling with my heels on for 2 secs and i stopped... Laughter filled the air.

I did it three times, good fun. (Y)

Ok, in that process i was nagging her because i was so hungry it wasn't even funny.

We walked all the way to North Bridge in slow motion because our legs hurts like duck wings and on the way there...

Me: So what's the surprise?

Agnes: I'm not giving it to you until dinner!

Me: It? WHERE IS IT.

Agnes: It's a bit mean to call it...it!

Me: Describe it!

Agnes: It is something sweet! and big...

Niways then we kept walking... LOL.

Then hehehehehheheheheheh the surprise came.

We went to Easy Way to get bbt and we sat there to wait for Eko to come. After 6 mins, i looked out the window and saw Hyunbin's friend, then himself. And i was like :O :D.

Me: Is he my surprise?

Agnes: Yes :)

Me: .... AHHAHAHAHHAAHAHA 果然没猜错！

Agnes: You better like your surprise...

Me: Heh, i actually knew he's coming.

Agnes: -.- You're kidding right? How?

We both po pek all the way and i kept smiling all the way.

She's an angel.

I whacked her hand very hard because i was so happy and kissed her cheek LOL.

We had Korean (Dae Jang Geum).

After dinner, the boys wanted to play pool.

Me and Agnes sat there and let our tongues dance atst watch the guys play.

Hyunbin won Eko 3 times. It was hilarious.

At about 1030 ish? Yee Boon texted me.

from :) to :| then to :D because he made me happy.

ARGHAIOHRHESOFUCKINGCUTEGHOIHGQOIHOIHQOGOANDSWEETJFJAFAFH.

then we went home.

mummy texted two sad faces for me....... because i reached home at 11 ish.

Hmph.

Lucky mummy didn't give me a 10 mins lecture...

Om Mani Pedme Hung.

KBYEZXX

*after publishing this blog post, i realized i repeated some words in the same sentence. Forgive me, it is 2:07 am right now*

2011-08-17T07:59:00.001-07:00

像你这种狗，我最讨厌。

Help!

2011-08-16T06:50:00.000-07:00

I need to know what does this picture means.

Comment please.

2011-08-16T04:16:00.000-07:00

CAN'T WAIT TILL SARAH'S BIRTHDAY DINNAH.

weeoowepwepweepweoeooo

& i finally got a hair cut >:)

COCONUT BOB.

idkw

2011-08-15T02:41:00.000-07:00

these few weeks, i hated dancing

dk if it's me being lazy, or it's too cold to dance, or no mood to dance or...

Even if i don't want to dance, i still have to dance, right?

I remember the first 5 mins taught moves, but i forget it after like 3 mins.

THIS, is not me.

Last time.

2011-08-13T09:01:00.000-07:00

So many things i wanted to share with you.

Too many things, uncountable.

But were you there?

Are there any chances?

HUH?!?!?!?!?!

ZE ANSWER IZ:

No.

Visual Arts & Saturday

2011-08-13T07:23:00.000-07:00

PAINTING

MANNEQUIN

VISUAL

ARTS

FOR

SCULPTURE

PROJECT

because i am awesome and i can.

EXCITED

FINISH

*********************************************

In Chinese class. Sien.

The wind raped my hair.

I am so happy today :)

ZE WEATHER IS NICE TODAY.

Went to the City with Ya Ting for our Belated Chinese Valentines, HAHA.

We went into Morning Glory AND HAHAHAHAHA, Ya Ting was looking at those accessories from the glass window, i casually looked up AND GUESS WHAT HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA John (Hb) appeared from the windows and i was SO HAPPY AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

He surprised me again, :) *super wide smile

金典

Last picture from right.

That man raised his middle finger, so i punched his arm.

Ok.

Then we (Me him and Ya Ting) went for Karaoke and lol it was so funny in there hahahaha.

Of course before all these i had Chinese School and dance class -.-

Oh my god REMEMBER THE PARENTS WITH THEIR KIDS WHICH ANNOYS THE CRAP OUT OF ME?!

THEY

QUIT!

WOFPUFHAFCNA KBHQRIUQHYRH IQWDNHQIUDH QIUHYQUI Yfkfjlfjqiowfh HEHEHHEEHHEHEEHHESODAMNHAPPY.

kbyez pray for London.

August

2011-08-12T08:50:00.000-07:00

August 20th- Jasmine and Ben's 17th Birthday Party

August 27th- School dance rehearse;Sarah's B'day dinner.

August 28th- Vibe full run through.

Then after that i think 2 more weeks till performance.

I NEED TO GET A HAIR CUT.

Just trimming and getting rid of my split ends, not getting a coconut bob calm your chickens.

I want to dye my hair, TO LIME GREEN WAHAHAH im so funny.

Um, i need shoes and new sun dresses.

I need so many things in life.

OH AND MUMMY BOUGHT AN iPod nano IM SO FROGGING HAPPY.

YUHOOOO.

Oh and i found out that my abs grew, im not even kidding lol because before i shower, surely i strip right, then i tensed my muscles, WHOA SO BIG LEH LIKE BANANA ok la not like banana lol...............

And also i found out i lost my flexibility...

And also these few weeks I am super lazy to dance...

And also i am very happy these few weeks.

ok enough of my sakai-ness, bye bye.

Craig David- Don't love you no more.

2011-08-11T04:46:00.000-07:00

Wicked.

2011-08-08T04:03:00.000-07:00

I've heard it said
That people come into our lives for a reason
Bringing something we must learn
And we are led
To those who help us most to grow
If we let them
And we help them in return
Well, I don't know if I believe that's true
But I know I'm who I am today
Because I knew you...

Like a comet pulled from orbit
As it passes a sun
Like a stream that meets a boulder
Halfway through the wood
Who can say if I've been changed for the better?
But because I knew you
I have been changed for good

It well may be
That we will never meet again
In this lifetime
So let me say before we part
So much of me
Is made of what I learned from you
You'll be with me
Like a handprint on my heart
And now whatever way our stories end
I know you have re-written mine
By being my friend...

Like a ship blown from its mooring
By a wind off the sea
Like a seed dropped by a skybird
In a distant wood
Who can say if I've been changed for the better?
But because I knew you

I have been changed for good

And just to clear the air
I ask forgiveness
For the things I've done you blame me for

But then, I guess we know
There's blame to share

And none of it seems to matter anymore

Who can say if I've been
Changed for the better?
I do believe I have been changed for the better.

2011-08-06T22:19:00.000-07:00

Yesterday went to the city with Hyunbin right after dance class.

(Audrey was so freaking talkative i just want to shut her mouth with an orange, He came over to my class. One of the teachers was showing me her seedy face -.-)

Had lunch with Sarah, Jason and Sam.

Went to the Library to help Mr.Lim with his Assignment, i almost died in there.

I WAS VERY HAPPY.

xx

2011-08-01T02:01:00.000-07:00

Dear you,

I know you're always observing what's going around me. There is nothing wrong doing so, but i hate it. I hate it when you do so.

Yours sincerely,

Me.

Wicked.

2011-07-31T05:16:00.000-07:00

Hello everyone :)

Yes i've been a lazy bum not blogging these few days or weeks, forgive me, you know you're too cute to be mad at me.

Anyhow, guess what :) & if i tell you you will be chickeny jealous :)

Since I love live performances like Broadway or Musical etc, I went to watch "Wicked" @ Burswood with my school mates.

Dance excursion that is.

We took a Double Decker bus there and hell that bus stinks like metal.

When i first stepped into the theater, my breath was taken away by the stage design.

It has got a dragon on the top of the stage and it moves!

(ps: I took a picture of it but i cbb posting it because i need to plug in cable etc, be considerate a bit k, love you too.)

The opening was very good.

Reasons why i like "Wicked" is because of the characters, the story theme and those funny and catchy lines.

"Wicked" is about 2 girls, both witches, but one is good and one is "bad".

Elphaba, the "Bad/Green" Witch.

Glinda/Galinda, the Good Witch.

Elphaba is not really a bad witch but the Wizard of Oz spread rumours about her.

Ok anyways cut it short in the end everyone thought Elphaba and her boy friend Fiyero died but they live happily ever after AND GUESS WHAT HAHAHAHAH while they were both walking into the "door" on stage, Fiyero slipped a little, me and Emily were pissing our pants, hehe.

Don't know if other people noticed it too.

Glinda(Kristin Chenoweth) is in some of the episodes in Glee.

To those people who haven't watch it, well i am sorry to pop your bubble, but don't worry, it will still be superb to watch it! TRUST ME or you will regret :)

Oh, ok.

My dance assignment was due on Friday and i told Miss Lakin that i will be passing it up to her after school and guess what?

I went home and then only realized i forget to pass it up.

So i have to walk ALL THE WAY back to school and ran to the office but she went back and i'm like -.- so i have to get her email from Mr.Devinish.

So i went home, tried sending it to her and guess what?

SENDING ERROR chao ni mother!

So dunno how many marks gone now, so stupid.

Then my brother has got Kumon, but mummy's friend fetched us there and guess what?

I have to wait for him there alone for an hour.................................

Yesterday, i walked to Murdoch Train Station.

& God loves me so much.

I walked to iga to get an umbrella, and then half way walking, the rain came.

It wasn't that heavy, just a drizzle, then hehe heavy rain -.- And so i have to stop walking...

I called my sisters for 56178541878974 times and no one picked up =.=

The eldest sister's one went straight to her voice mail.

"Hi, this is Li Shan, i am sorry i am not able to pick your phone up..." Bla bla bla and i was like WHEN I NEED YOU YOU'RE NOT HERE.

And i called the 2nd one and she didn't pick up =.=

But in the end i called home and that Eldest sister was home and so she drove to where i was and fetched me to work.

Hmph.

Then in work, because the chef in kitchen saw me and John walking back to Farrington, he started giving me craps.

"Oh, after school went dating la?"

"What dating?"

"I saw you with ur Boy friend (that cibai still wanna use boy friend) walking"

"He's just my friend, you got problem?"

"HEHEHE don't lie to me la, i know he's ur boy friend, why you lie?"

"*starting to be very annoyed* Eh shut up la, if you walk along the streets with your grandmother she's your girl friend is it?" *Walked out kitchen*

I know he said stuff about me to his fellow friends in the kitchen but i know what's right and wrong so i decided to ignore him :)

This happened during Friday.

Yesterday one made me really... i just want to pour hot oil on his face.

Him:" Eh today weather crazy"

Me:" Yesterday also ma"

"Yesterday where got? U go dating with your boy friend god knows so no rain la!"

"No rain? you crazy? u stay in the kitchen scratch your bum is it?"

"Hehehehehe"

"HE! *roll eyes*"

Today i am happy for the whole day, and then sad at the end of the day :)

OKAY BYE BYE.

What i did this holidays?

2011-07-25T06:29:00.001-07:00

Heh.

Eat, sleep, online, assignment, chew gum, hang out, pick nose, watch tv, fart etc :)

THEN I REALIZED I DIDN'T DO THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IN YEAR 11 fml.

Bitching now comes in bite-sized pieces - Xx.

2011-07-25T06:09:00.000-07:00

Bitch, shut up k, shut up.

I am not innocent, i am clearly stepping on you.

I hate it when people put From: Africa or wherever country they're not born in on Facebook.

K, i know it is none of my business and i have no bleeding right to do anything but seriously, WHY?!

I saw one.

I went into her profile, commented on her wall, CLEARLY i was stepping on her face, in returned, i got called innocent.

Bitch, i was clearly stepping on you.

Bitch, WHO'S INNOCENT NOW?!

Why did i even bother commenting on her wall anyway?

-.-

2011-07-25T00:00:00.001-07:00

♥

2011-07-23T09:19:00.000-07:00

It's raining -_-

Stay home!

But it's too bored to do so!

Stay home!

Phone rings.

Hey!! Come out!

What for?

JUST COME OUT.

Oh my God what the hell are you doing here.

Hello :)

AHAHAHAHAHHAHAH shit oh lemme get my jacket, oh shit my purse and my watch.

Oh oh oh Crazy.

2011-07-21T06:35:00.001-07:00

I am currently going crazy. Seriously, going to blow my brain off.

2011-07-18T02:54:00.000-07:00

Daddy's best friend sent me this picture along with two more.

I used to follow him wherever he goes.

you.

2011-07-17T03:05:00.000-07:00

Little boy, when you speak, I can't help but kiss your cheeks.

I love the way you grab my hands and tell me all about your plans.

Rocket high, Comet flies, You and I could take a ride, and fly away to Never-land, and give our best to Peter Pan.

When you reach for the stars, don't forget who you are, and please don't turn around and grow up way too fast.

See the sand in my grasp, from the first, to the last, every grain becomes a memory of the past.

Oh, life's a hourglass.

Story's read, prayer is said.

Close your eyes, sleepyhead while angels linger in your dreams, and hold you in their feathered wings.

Just like you, i was small, not that long ago at all ; i wish you all the happiness, that god gives freely if you ask.

When you reach for the stars Don't forget who you are.

Bee bee

2011-07-17T02:59:00.000-07:00

Went Frisbee-ing with my brother this evening. He.is.omg.annoying.

I got tired and bored after my eldest sister went home, so i stopped playing with him and he came over and shaked my hand -_-

So i said, fine let's play racing.

And he agreed.

He said :"You run very fast one! You sure win geh!"

I said:" I promise you i let you win"

Him:"PROMISE?! You promise ah!"

Me: :D

Then we started running, and of course, der me *bow* won, MUAHAHA and he said :" PROMISE ME LET ME WIN WOR!" He's so funny and cute lol.

Then yeah we went home :)

I'm tired.

2011-07-16T07:19:00.000-07:00

One week is about go be gone.

What have i been doing?

Errrkhem.

I Hanged out for like 24551144555 days and my eldest sister was nyapping like a duck and i got "grounded" for 2 days starting from tomorrow -_-

Good thing is i actually coughhehecough can finish my assignment.

Stupid. Human Biology test 1st week back -_-

Oh i haven't contact my driver teacher for another driving lesson.

I love it when you say NO to me, but you say YES to someone else.

You know what?

Get out from this house youuuuuu.... purple poo.

Winter.

2011-07-14T19:28:00.000-07:00

These few weeks, i have been waken up by my brain in the middle of the night. I just don't feel like sleeping anymore but my eye lids were so heavy. Once i woke up, my brain is like... i don't even know how to describe that feeling. It's like thousands of memories are being pushed into my brain once i opened my eyes for 4 seconds. Those memories are fresh and new... All i can hear is my own voice, and my brother's snoring voice. I'll make him shut up by shaking his hand, then he'll take a deep breath, turn to the other side AND SNORE AGAIN fml oh fml.

My brother's weird these few days. Before bed, he'll ask me to hold his hand.. You crazy bro im texting yo. So i refused to and he was like OH TEXT HUN JIE DUN WANNA HOLD MY HAND then he'll get up and read what i'm typing which then i will push his head away.. HE'S SO CUTE OMG NOT FUNNY i love my brother SOMETIMES. Mmm.

It's really cold when it's raining, it's warm when there's sun shining.

These few days and weeks? NOT GOOD NOT GOOD.

2 year's ago's yesterday, i made the same mistake.

2011-07-12T22:41:00.002-07:00

My son, although he is lazy, but he is a good person, don't you think? Hahahaha

*look around* Hahaha!

Are you the one lying down?

Yessss

OMG I THOUGHT YOU'RE A BLACK PERSON.

Hah?! CALL ME BLACK?

Hahahahahahhaa.

2011-07-12T21:34:00.000-07:00

I know what i'm doing is wrong.

I know this path, is just wrong.

Ugly pictures hanging on wall.

Huge wave of guilt swept thru my face.

-____________________________-

FMH.

2011-07-07T02:28:00.000-07:00

After Bounce Performance.

While doing homework.

Lol this is me.

Cbb rotating this picture. That stingy sister said this is my Birthday Present for this year -_-

Lemon & Bitter @ Nicholson Road

Oh! My cute brother made these for me when i was sick.

This is me with AN eye.

I SWEAR THIS IS THE MOST LALA-EST PICTURE I'VE EVER TAKEN HAHAHAHHAHA

Feelings

2011-07-07T01:15:00.000-07:00

Mr Quakernaat ( Human Bio teacher ): Feelings come from brain, not ur heart, the only thing you can feel with your heart is pain. Everyone says feelings come from heart is because heart is ur living *something cannot remember*

2011-07-06T02:26:00.000-07:00

OMG I saw this reaallllyyy cute relationship counting thingy, and i was like I HAVE TO HAVE IT IN MY BLOG.

*I saw it from Felecia's blog HAHAHAHAHAHA*

>>>>>>>>>>>>

Cute? :D

& my blog is back with annoying song(s), hehe.

Tagged.

2011-07-02T21:04:00.000-07:00

Ten Things I Wish I Could Say to Ten Different People (but don't say their name):

1. You're the most beautiful woman in this whole wide world!

2. I hope you're happier now.

3. Sorry for everything i've done bad.

4. Bitch, go flirt someone else. He's mine.

5. PLEASE LET ME PASS MY EXAM.

6. Be friendly sia can?

7. Stop picking ur nose.

8. Dance around me !

9. I care how much you talked about her.

10. Fuck you :).

Nine things about myself :

1. Fat bitch on PMS.

2. I want to be taller.

3. I hate people when i hate people.

4. I obey school rules here. HERE.

5. I love pink.

6. I shout "BITCH" from far when i see the person i hate.

7. I love dancing.

8. My foot's stuffed up forever.

9. I love smoking winter frost.

Eight ways to win my heart :

1. Caring.

2. Sharing.

3. Trust-able.

4. Not flirting someone else.

5. Not mentioning other people.

6. Confidence.

7. Still love me no matter how ugly i look.

8.Faith.

Seven things that cross my mind a lot :

1. How to balance better on one foot tip toed.

2. What to wear when going out.

3. How to stop myself from touching the computer.

4. How to not spend money but get something.

5. MOISTURIZE

6. What does he want from me?

7. I wish fat bitches sluts and whores know that not everyone likes them.

Six things I do before I fall asleep :

1. Brush my teeth.

2. Wash my feet. (In M'sia)

3. Unbra myself.

4. Text him.

5. Re-think what i read in a book.

6. Wash my face and MAKE SURE I MOISTURIZED.

Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever) :

1. My Father

2. My Mother.

3. Siblings

4. Friends

5. Ng Hun Jie.

Four things your wearing right now :

1.Mua pjymas

2. Glasses

3. Jacket

4. Hair tie.

Two things you want to do before you die :

1. Tour around the world with him.

2. Marry him.

One confession :

1. I miss everyone.

Bounce

2011-07-02T06:27:00.000-07:00

Sister had her b'day party at home.

I was invited, but i can't attend since i have my dance performance.

How was my dance performance?

I enjoyed it so freaking much it's very funny.

1st show was not really good because i stuffed up "Respect"

2nd show, still the same mistake lol but when i was pointing at the letters (my dance mates had to form R.E.S.P.E.C.T with their body), everyone cheered, I feel like a freaking super star. Ok although they might be cheering at the creativeness but still :P

I did not remember the dance, but the music guided me.

I think i was smiling from ear to ear from the start - the end of the show. I laughed when i stuffed up.

I love performing. I love that feeling.

That feeling of butterflies breeding very quickly in your stomach.

That feeling when everyone has got full on concentration on you.

That feeling when everyone cheered.

That feeling when you bow before you head off.

2011-06-30T08:01:00.001-07:00

2011-06-30T06:46:00.000-07:00

This Saturday (2/7/2011) performing in xxx.
( I am not prepared)

Skinny.

2011-06-29T05:28:00.000-07:00

A lot of you might want to be as skinny as me. A lot of you will die for my body. But i want to be average skinny, not skinny skinny.

When i was 14, during PE class, we had to measure our weight and height behind Dato' Chin Pek Soo's hall, and i was shocked to death. I was 159cm (Height), but i was only 35kg (Weight) I was underweight, very underweight, i still am now! I am 164cm, but i am only 45 kg. I was 49kg, then i loss weight. Don't ask me how, because i do not know how. My dad thought that i have tape worms in my stomach, so he bought me liquid medicines to "kill" those worms. I drank 4 bottles of them that year, didn't work, still that skinny. Whenever i strip for shower, i can see the shape of my rib cage.

Last night while i was looking at my self dancing in the mirror, i feel so ugly. My arms are as skinny as bones, my chest is meatless, and boobs? Almost flat. Boys used to tease me when i was 13-14, i was very offended, because i know that i have small boobs, I DO NOT NEED YOU BOYS TO REMIND ME. Today,I am grateful for having small boobs. Reasons why are because

No pedophiles will stare at me.
I won't be supporting my boobs like as if i am carrying watermelons.
My mother gave them to me. (Disgusting but true)

I wore a black spaghetti strap singlet and a gypsy pants one day to dance, my students gathered around me and poked my clavicle, i slapped their hand. They asked:" Are you sure u're not anorexic?" I replied,:" Pretty sure i am sure who i am" They took my left hand, wrapped their fingers around my wrist, my god, it fitted perfectly. They nodded and said:" Pretty sure you are anorexic." I was absolutely speechless. Oh, i remember i told Tay Loong that my waist is 18 cm.. Not cm, but in inches. Hehehe, sorry wrong info.

But being skinny, helps you to be a bitch too. Girls who are not skinny, kept teasing me about my boob's size. Yes, i get sad, i get angry, but one funny thing is that they are not as skinny as me. So, baam :)

The reason why i type all these shit here is because i want to tell all of you, that no matter how ugly you think you are, you are for sure beautiful for someone. When someone tells you that you're ugly, ignore it, you know you're beautiful. Be you, not someone else. Don't suffer from hunger just for a beautiful body, my mum said :"You live to be happy, not torturing your self, eat more!"

"You're ugly because you use to much make up"

"I use make up because i am ugly, and at least i know how to make my self feel beautiful."

20 facts about me:

2011-06-29T04:48:00.000-07:00

I do not know why my blog is not letting me upload pictures... Anyways, yeah.

I am considered as a shopaholic, i go out, i must spend. I see pretty things, mine.
I love my boy friend a lot. Ask my friends to prove it HAHAHAHA.
I wish i am hairless. except for my head hair, eye lash and brows and those little ones in my lungs nose and ears.
I love my family, but my father the most.
When i dislike/hate someone, i show them my stinky attitude, and don't expect me to treat you well. You die.
I hate it when someone curse their parents, because i know they will regret one day.
Being a dancer, is a tough game.
It scares me, to be this skinny. (My students thought i am an anorexia person)
I hate how boys can't see which girl is actually fake etc.
Mess with my family, expect to meet Buddha the next day.Mess with my friends, expect a ball in ur face or a spoon in ur nostril. FLIRT MY BOY FRIEND? I'LL FARKING THROW EGGS IN UR FACE.
I hate Maths, thus i am bad in numbers.
My favourite rose colour is white pink.
I want to go back to Malaysia right now.
Whenever i go shopping, i will be following my daddy when mummy and daddy split up to get different things *whisper* because my daddy gets me things whenever i ask him, but it depends.
I slack all the time.
I give people good advise, but i don't follow my own advise.
I use to pretend i'm on stage and sing super loud + making up songs on spot whenever my maid was blow drying my hair when i was little.
I still love & admire Barbie Dolls.
I dance whenever i am alone at home. And when they are back i run into my room and slam the door shut.
I want and need many things in my life.

Sunday.

2011-06-26T02:56:00.001-07:00

Today i went to the city with my eldest sister. I had fun.

She went for a hair cut and regretted it because the price killed her and also i bought a book, named "Forgotten". It's a love story, and i think i'll enjoy reading it.

I bumped into Ai Ling and Yi Ran.

I was shocked to see Yi Ran. I didn't know we'll see each other.

I regretted not replying his fb wall post.

He has been here for a week now, and this proves that time flies.

We wanted to meet up for another portrait session but the dumb me did not reply him.

Yi Ran's photography inspired me a lot.

Check out his tumblr http://mynotsoanonymous.tumblr.com/

I was laughing all the way when i was talking to him, i didn't realize so much.

But i realized that i had been wasting so much time.

Yesterday in Chinese School, i didn't know that the speech was suppose to be yesterday!

And so i made up shit on spot and my fingers was trembling like a vibrator[ngek].

Niwaaaays i gtg so my stuff :D ttyl.

2011-06-24T08:47:00.001-07:00

Life, is just so unfair.

It can treat you like a princess, but in the end it stabs u at the back.

Representatives.

2011-06-22T19:05:00.000-07:00

Broken Glass.

Sunken Ship.

Beating Bass.

Hot Iron.

Suffer like i did.

2011-06-21T02:34:00.000-07:00

I don't blog to please someone.

I don't upload pictures to please someone.

I do NOTHING to please someone.

You don't like it? Say it to my face.

You don't like it? Leave, get the shit out of here.

You don't like it? None of my business. (Well yeah i still care, Lol)

2011-06-20T07:24:00.000-07:00

I love you, dearly.

I hardly even remember our happy times.

Hate, anger and jealousy covered it.

I hardly even remember this feeling even exists.

I admit i have forgotten about this feeling.

But tonight it came back strong as a rock, soft like water.

I loved it.

But sadly, happiness don't stay forever. There must be sorrow no matter how you feel.

I really wanted you to stay, so then i can look at you for just one more sight.

Did you know, you almost killed me with your smile and the way ur hand gesture was?

It was perfect, gorgeously amazing.

I hope i can keep u in my heart for real, so then i can bring you along wherever i go.

I missed you.

2011-06-19T22:23:00.000-07:00

Remember this cappuccino? I fail at doing it now. The forth won't come out. I am so freaking devastated.

Distance mean so little while there's someone who means so much to you.

2011-06-19T07:52:00.000-07:00

I was angry. I told him i only wanted him to be mine.

And then he apologized to me. I tried holding in my laughter..

But i failed. He's too adorable.

Although sometimes i really want to throw things at you, but i still love you.

Thank you for everything (+being a bum head).

H.D.D

2011-06-18T22:41:00.000-07:00

I just want to kiss your forehead and tell you i love you

I just want to play the piano, and listen to a "Stop playing it!" word from you.

I just want to talk beside your ear, and let your hand sweep thru your ear, telling me i am annoying.

I just want to hold your hand .

I want to ask you questions, a lot of questions until you ask me to stop asking.

I did these, all these.

But can i do it again?

I wish i read to you.

I wanted to read to you, but i don't know if you're sleeping, chanting or daydreaming.

I wish i talked to you more, but i don't know what to say.

I wish you called my name, just once more.

I wish you could come on MSN and Skype to check on me.

A huge wave of regret and pain swept thru when i bowed in front of you.

I wish it was all a dream.

A dream that will never come true.

People come and go. You went too early.

I hope, and wish, that in my next life, i won't and Never will meet or see you again.

Because then, you won't have to suffer and bear the pain i gave you this life.

I'm sorry, I love you.

I am going to paint this >:)

2011-06-18T19:56:00.000-07:00

Tit bits

2011-06-18T07:57:00.000-07:00

I NEED TO GO SHOPPING, VERY BADLY.

I am penniless now, but i still want, and need to go shopping. I am Hungry for new things. I hate starving. Because starving = suffering.

I watched Kungfu Panda 2 today.

It was good :D Humorous and meaningful.

I basically did nothing today.

Um except for blogging etc.

I seriously WANT to go shopping.

2011-06-18T06:50:00.000-07:00

Understandable/ ?

2011-06-16T00:59:00.000-07:00

I don't get it, really.

You girls tell Fb or twitter or friends "I miss him so much" when you and your boy friend are like, 1 km/ 2 streets/ 3 houses away.

Yes, i know you miss your boy friend, but hey, at least you get to see him, hang out with him, kiss him, hug or cuddle with him etc etc for at least once a week or whenever you desire.

Every time when i read a status or a twit post, i'll be reading an "Emo" post saying "I miss him so damn damn damn much, i wish i could be with him" blaaa blaaaa.

Yes, you missing ur boy friend, none of my business. But hey noob face, don't say/post it infront of someone who is having a freaking distance relationship.

I WISH I DIDN'T READ IT but too bad me and you are friends on fb.

Yeah, you can tell me not to read it but hey friend, you posted it on fb, grabbing everyone's attention, who wouldn't read it?

You miss your partner, and you think i don't?

I only see him once a year, comparing to your once a week or twice a week?

I really don't get it.

Ok, i shall shut up now.

2011-06-15T01:13:00.001-07:00

"Suck my dick" "I'm sorry but my mum taught me to not suck on small things"

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHHAAAAAAA

2011-06-13T01:44:00.001-07:00

Live. Love. Dance.

Recently.

2011-06-12T05:16:00.000-07:00

I am super lazy, so i decided to be a worm after exams.

I watched two movies at home.

But the shaolin one, my bro decided to be a hero to return the CD =_=

I'll borrow it from Vid Eazy again.

I LOVE the Shaolin one. It's so meaningful.

Full of Dharmas.

Hoho.

I borrowed Memories of a Geisha's CD from Agnes. It's a good movie. Yeah i know this movie is super long ago but i haven't watched it before so yyaaah.

I had my exam scores back today.

I died.

2011-06-04T21:12:00.001-07:00

So fucking disappointed.

feel so fucking left out.

feel so fed-up.

Felt those hot tears ready to roll.

Bieber fans will Hate me.

2011-06-03T03:58:00.000-07:00

Okay so Justin B came up with his SOMEDAY women fragrance.

Did u guys watch his video for this fragrance?

=_= The worst one I've ever seen in my life.

No offence.

Then i saw this in MSN news, and i was like -_-

JB copied MJ's LOLA fragrance design.

& i know what's JB's point for "producing" his SOMEODAY fragrance.

:(

2011-06-02T04:36:00.000-07:00

Okay i admit that my wardrobe is full of clothes.

But when i'm going out for dinner/date/walk etc

I have NOTHING to wear.

Worst thing to say but true.

Girls, don't you agree?

Or is it just me?

I can't wait to go back next year!

SHOPPING.

And the boy friend will be like holding lots of MY shopping bags.

Oh, my dream.

I had Visual Art, Human Bio and English exam.

The smart me went to the wrong exam room for English.

So bloody lucky i studied female and male reproductive system for Human Bio, if not i died.

I wrote like 3 short paragraphs for my Art Case Study during exam, sorry sir cannot remember everything =_=

History and Econs to go.

I wanna change History to Maths.

I don't know why i chose History last year.

Sien like ur armpit hair.

OKAY GTG STUDY NOW.

Vintage fair

2011-06-01T23:26:00.000-07:00

After vintage fair while waiting for the train.

Went to WA museum.

Very lazy to type what happened that day.

I'm so sleepy